I'm going to see Renee's play tomorrow! Exciiited! and I looked after Katie tonight while Kay went to see it. Katie is so freaking cute, you know? some babies look like red wrinkly things that cry a lot but Katie's an angel. hahaha, you know what I mean! ohmygod I wish every baby was an angel, because she just radiates happy when I play with her! not that Matthew sucks in any way, Pierre, as he's the most fun toddler ever! but Katie's got a little bit of light brown hair (it's like she's trying to decide whether she wants to be blonde like Tamm or brunette like Kay!) and it's adorable.
brb, ovaries exploding xD
I'm jokingggg, don't worry :P So yeah, I'm Ella, back from the dead and champion babysitter. Vic Lane had snow but it's melted and instead is just FREEZING COLD. my toes are cold and I have socks and slippers on and I'm by the radiator which is on! weird!
edit: okay okay I just had Carla ringing Kay and demanding to explain SO I'm here cos Kay and Tamm are going oooverboard with the stress with a baby and it being a year since all that shit at LC and all sorts and she figured that if I was here now there'd be less clinging when I need to go and she asked Rhia to bring me as she brought Megan by mistake (Megan's AWESOME by the way, she's like my best friend there. course Selene will aaalways be my best in-life friend and I always got an eye on her but Megan's my bestie up there) which wasn't a mistake. she was gonna see if Jubilee could too but she was worried with it being so close to the LC anniversary suckfest that people might cling to her a little more soooo next time.
You so gotta keep this quiet from Selene though. and Lizzie and all people from school. man I miss them!
Tamm, Juju sends her love and I gotta give you a big bearhug type thing she says :)
- Mood:
chipper
So I'm bored. Booooored. School is boring and now I'm home and want to do something fun. My big sister's being all pregnant and my bigger sister is being all married and my biggest sister is being all worky so I got nothing to do. I don't want to go "I'm bored, entertain me" but I'm working around that by basically posing the same question in a long and roundabout way.
I've even done all my homework. Except the stuff that I couldn't do, so obviously I'm not going to do it. Stupid teachers think they're funny setting impossible work.
So. Bored. Anyone?
- Mood:
bored
I wish SOMEONE would tell me WHAT'S GOING ON.
Someone has Kay and they kidnapped her and I'm with Carla and she won't tell me and Rosanna promises she doesn't know and it's all like some big secret and I want to help get her back cos she's my sister and why haven't the police been involved?
I'm getting real worried about Kay. She's being all quiet, and last night I heard her talking in her sleep saying she just wants to visit.. to visit Jubilee and not for long or something. I'm probably being stupid, but I hid all the medical stuff I could find, even the antibiotic-y whatevers she was having a coupla weeks ago for that bug thing.
I'm being stupid.
I'm just, just worried.
- Mood:
anxious
It's just not fair, is it? 28 kids died. And that girl hardly knew any of them. It was just senseless and almost unreal. And terrifying and horrible and I just hate that things like that can happen and they touch everyone, no one's left unaffected. I just hate that someone can get hold of guns, can do something like that, they're supposed to be illegal and controlled but no one really cares until someone gets hurt and now people have and people are still hurting and I hate it. Just why? Why?
- Mood:
angry
Ok, it's Kay's 19th tomorrow so we're having a party here. It's a surprise though so don't tell anyone! She'll be back from working at about six so be here before then! Me and Renee and Selene are going to sort out stuff! But no one tell her!! Tell her friends though!
- Mood:
giggly
Thanks for coming over the other day. I'm sorry I keep acting like a brat. You're really nice, I'm glad Kay has friends like you to keep her sane.
I wanted to ask for advice though. It's her birthday tomorrow and I haven't got her a present yet, and I wanted to do something really special. To say happy birthday and sorry for causing you worry. But I don't have any good ideas, and I wondered if you're not busy and all if you could help? I don't know where to start.
Thanks :)
So I'm going into school less now, and Selene loves trying to make out that I'm getting ill. She's such a freak sometimes, it makes me laugh. Now Kay's home too so she's spending a lot of time here. I almost mixed her medication with a headache pill but at least I realised in time.
I'm sorry to hear about your friend. Kay says you're all really sad about it, which sucks. I'm sorry.
Some little blonde kid bashed into me today on purpose. Selene and Lacey freaked cos she's a year ten and we're year eleven but the little bitch didn't seem bothered. I hate how people can be like that. Stupid people.
Isn't plague where you die, anyway?
- Mood: calm
Worst day of school. Ever. No, worst day ever.
- Mood: numb
- Mood: bitchy
So it was a good day.
- Mood: content
- Mood:
confused
Went swimming the other day. That was fun. Maybe we should do it again sometime.
I don't have much more to write about, so I'll shut up now.
- Mood: hungry
I'm going to have it. The baby. I still don't know if it's the right thing to do. I can have it, and then some couple who want kids but can't have them can adopt it. It's not fair they can't and want one, and I can but don't. Kay told me about how our parents did that for her, which is fucked because it's in the family but they're fucked anyway. La mia famiglia sono tutto cosà stupido che potrei gridare. Carla knows that.
I feel sick but a bit better.
Kay, I'm sorry about your flatmate. I'm sorry to everyone.
- Mood: crappy
- Mood: angry
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